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14 October 2014 @ 03:59 pm

Strange request, but here goes: I'm searching for a fic I wrote. [I purged myself from Eljay, but decided to come back, unfortunately I lost some of my fic due to hard-drive crashes etc.]

I'd like a copy of:

A Change In the Program/clandestinux

It was written quite some time ago - pre-2008 BandomBigbang.

Story is AU, based in an office that does construction- keywords would be "staples","bolts", "Westend".
Jon/Brendon - Jon gets left at the alter, Brendon appears in his life.
Background pairings of Pete/Patrick and hints of possible Spencer/Ryan, other band members splashed throughout.

If you can help, please drop me a line.

Thank you.

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19 September 2014 @ 12:03 pm
So my second post this month, i'm so needy...
If any of you could help me find links or have any of the following fics saved I'd really appreciate if someone could send them to me :)

1. My Dirty Romance by kianacarly

2. He Replies In Code by glitzkriegbop

3. Make It Or Break It by ryrolovesbden

4. Angels With Spider Web Wings by ryrolovesbden

5. Waiting For The Train Wreck by ryrolovesbden

6. The Dark Inside The Night by ryrolovesbden

And I think that's about it! haha sorry if it's a handful. But if anyone even has a masterpost of ryrolovesbden's fics i'd love that as well, her fics are so well written, thanks again :)
10 September 2014 @ 03:16 am
hey there! i'm on the path to making a ryden reclist and i would like some help. i'm looking for anyones favorite ryden fics, any length, any ratings, kinks, etc. i'm especially in need of fics listed in my tags including some high school and teenage year, mermaid, vampire, and older time period fics. but like i said, any and all would be great and are welcomed!!
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02 September 2014 @ 07:25 pm
Hi everyone :)
I'm looking for a fic where Ryan is a spy and Brendon is a prince and he goes to this fancy posh school. I believe that Ryan and Brendon end up rooming together and Ryan tries to find some secret files because brendons dad might start a war ( I might be confusing some of this) eventually there is a war and I think one of them gets shot towards the end but they live.
I'm sorry if its a little jumbled but it's all I can remember. I know it's not The Black Rosé Season if that helps, thank you!
19 August 2014 @ 11:07 pm
hey, i'm looking for a ryden(or it mightve been ryan/spencer aswell) teacher/student standalone i read a while ago. i think i got it from here but now i cant find it. the plot the teacher driving home the student(not sure who was who) but instead driving the student home, he drove the student to his own house and they had some mildly bondage themed sex, i think it was dub-con/non-con even perhaps.

thank you!
15 August 2014 @ 07:36 pm
So, there's this one fic that I unfortunately can't remember the name of, or the author, but I LOVED it and wanted to reread it. The reason I think it's deleted is that I was combing through my history on A03, and I couldn't find it, but in my history it had one space that said "deleted fic" so I'm assuming it's that one. I'll give a brief summary:

It's kind of a historical au, and there's basically a different society because of a series of laws. Brendon's parents send him away and I'm pretty sure marry him to Ryan, and he goes to live in the city or something like that. I remember Spencer give him some kind of salve to use after Brendon and Ryan have sex, and Brendon asks for more when it runs out, and Spencer gets really angry bc it shouldn't still be hurting. I'm also pretty sure that Brendon used to sneak around and play piano at a club that Pete ran, and he after he's married to Ryan he eventually goes there to visit and I think he plays again there. There are parts that I keep getting mixed up with Pas de Trois by eledhwenlin, but I know it's not that fic, because there are specific parts that are in the fic I remember that are not in Pas de Trois.

If anyone even knows the title or author, or if you have a PDF, or if you know the author and they still have LJ account that you can point me to, I would soooo appreciate it.

Thank you!
08 August 2014 @ 02:39 pm
Does anyone have the sequel to "the future in your pictures" by imntsaying saved? Her journal is currently f-locked. Thanks!
04 August 2014 @ 08:24 pm
ok I really need to find this fic it's really horrible how much I want it. I read it a while ago and I have no idea where I found it.

Basically it was Pretty. Odd. era Brendon and Ryan, and Ryan was all nervous about singing his part in "Mad As Rabbits" at the concert that night so Brendon fucked him in the shower while Ryan was singing his part of the song. I seriously can't remember anything else except that it was ridiculously hot.
Hi, this is my first time posting in this community!
I have a request -- I am looking for Victorian, Steampunk, Edwardian, 1900s brendon/spencer. I'm not too picky about the rating, preferably fluff but anything more than that is perfectly fine with me! These don't have to be historically correct, I'm really just interested in finding stories set in mid to late-1700s to early 1900s. I also like slow-burning stories, preferably with high word counts.
I know this is really specific, but I'm just a sucker for this type of stuff and anything sort of fitting is really helpful and very much appreciated.
tl;dr --
pairing: brendon/spencer
setting: victorian, 1750ish-1910ish, steampunk
tropes/genres: fluff, slow burn, pining, failboats
word count: any, 20,000+

Thanks so much!
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10 July 2014 @ 07:39 pm
I really want some abusive (it can be physically or emotionally/mentally) relationships between Ryan and Brendon. I've already read Love Is Spelt Like Your Fist by repulsive-x (which was amazing, by the way), and I don't really mind how it ends, i.e. whether they're together in the end or not. I just want some kind of abuse between Ryan and Brendon as boyfriends or maybe in a different circumstance (I don't know what other circumstances there are, but I hope you guys know what I mean haha). So, find me some Ryden abuse fics, please? Thank you!
Ahh yes I am back and I was wondering if anyone knows and/or has the link to this fic. It's a standalone and what I remember is that Ryan can't go to sleep because Brendon's away and I think Brendon calls Ryan to check up on him if he's asleep and he isn't. I THINK Brendon starts singing to Ryan or something while Ryan lies in bed and in the end, Brendon tells Ryan to hang up and sleep.

As you can tell it's very cute and I remembered the fic as I was here in bed. Thanks!
does anyone have Back To The Middle Of The Place That Started It All saved or know where i could read it? I was rec'ed it and i heard it was really good and wanted to read it. If you have it saved can you email it to me at ? It would be much appreciated and mean a lot. 
03 July 2014 @ 09:08 pm
heey, i'm always looking for good ryan/z oneshots, but can't find much. i was wondering if you could recommend some great ones, doesn't matter if it's fluff or smut, just not chaptered or sad ones please. i remember i've read some good ones, but can't seem to remember the content or name of them. ((i do remember reading the one where ryan was wearing a snuggie and i have the link for it saved, no need to recommend that one!)

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30 June 2014 @ 06:22 pm
There are two cabin!fics that I've been looking for that I read a few years ago. I can't remember much about them but the main aspect of the first was that Ryan, Jon, Spencer and Brendon all wrote things on slips of paper in a jar and they all took turns taking a slip out of the jar for different sexual things to do to each other. The second one was that Brendon had realized that roses turned Ryan on before Ryan himself had realized, and would bring bouquets of roses into the cabin whenever he was wanting Ryan. Both of these were written at least three or so years ago and I haven't read them in more than two or so years so I'm a little sketchy on details. Any help is appreciated, thanks!
27 June 2014 @ 06:24 pm
I was hoping that maybe someone had And Whether Pigs Have Wings saved by dimmingdivine? They deleted their account and I was really looking forward to reading it. Thanks!
19 June 2014 @ 09:56 am
hey there, i'm looking for two Ryden fics, both AU and both NC-17 i believe

• one was a standalone, they were both painting and it ended up in them making out and doing it. (it was not the teddy bear AU fic which was surprisingly very good)

• the second one was chaptered/parted and all i remember was that, i think they both went to high school and brendon would work at a diner every morning since he had no parents or something? and ryan's parents wanted to move/did move at the end possibly??

sorry for being so vague, it's bugging me so much that i didn't bookmark these! thanks in advance :)
10 June 2014 @ 10:18 am
So I remember reading out on ao3 a while ago. It was this prince au where Spencer was a prince (I think) and he visits peasant Brendon (I think because I'm pretty sure there was piano later in the fic) because he buys from him to hide. I think they read books together. Then Brendon goes to his ball to try to talk to him. Everyone wore masks so Spencer doesn't know him. Does anyone know this? I know I didn't explain much but I can hardly remember it and it's really bugging me because I wanna read it again. Thanks if you do know it!
04 June 2014 @ 11:32 pm
So I'm back again and pretty desperate for certain au!'s, I'm looking for good priestfic! I've read sunshine kids and just off the key of reason and was disappointed that it wasn't finished and the other kind is supernatural stuff, fairies, werewolfs, vampires, ghosts, angels & demons etc.. I've read lots of ghosts ones like headless in the rain and the sequel and with vampire ones I've probably read every fic where it's the simple ones a vampire and the other gets bitten in the end relationship. I'm generally looking ryden for these. I will take anything from wattpad to ao3 and mibba and downloading fics. I like my fics long but at this point I don't care if it's a stand alone or chaptered, relatively long would be perfered in either one. I also prefer completed but I don't care.
04 June 2014 @ 11:27 pm
I've been trying to find this fic, but google hasn't been helpful. The pairing was Ryan Ross/Ginger (Yes, as in Spencer's mom). I remember Ryan was a teenager, and it was implied that Ryan was in love with Spencer and was sleeping with Ginger as a way to feel closer to him.

Any help to find this fic would be very welcome!
23 May 2014 @ 08:36 pm
I'm looking for a story that I saw on Ao3 called "And Some You Do For." The authors name over there is softlyforgotten but I'm not sure if its the same on here.The summary is, "Brendon Urie is lonely, Spencer Smith and Jon Walker are bored, and life in Thornton Hill seems like it's never going to be anything but mundane. Then a mysterious stranger sets up shop on Main Street, and suddenly everything is a little more magical. (AU.)" I was trying to read the story on Ao3 but they had Photobucket pictures throughout the story that have since been deleted and left behind big white boxes covering some of the text, causing it to be hard to read in sections. I went through some of the comments on the story though and someone had said that they remembered reading it on livejournal years ago so I was wondering if anyone had it saved or knew where it was on here? It was also a part of Bandom Big Bang 2010 if that helps.
21 May 2014 @ 07:41 pm

So I'm looking to see if anyone has the fic "Best Friends Means" by xihaveasecretx saved because it seems they have deleted it.

I'm so sad because this is one of my favorites and I really want to reread it (for like the thousandth time)

20 May 2014 @ 01:09 pm
Hi guys, I was wondering if anyone had the fic "Lollapalooza 2006: The one where they make Ryan come in his pants" (please don't judge me) saved because the author deleted their journal. I've been looking around for a copy but I can't find one anywhere, I'd be forever grateful if anyone could link me or email me a copy! Thanks :)
01 May 2014 @ 11:36 am
there was this oneshot i read where ryro and jac had sex on the kitchen counter, can't really remember anything else of it. anyone know the name of it or a link?