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24 January 2010 @ 08:04 pm
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06 January 2015 @ 07:47 pm
okay so i need help finding this fic that I can vaguely remember. Basically, its a hotel night and Brendon has a lingerie kink so while Ryan is in the shower he masturbates but I remember it talks about him having to muffle his moans with his mattress a lot...If you could help me find it I think I'd cry Ive been looking for it again for months.
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03 January 2015 @ 08:30 pm
hey guys

I am looking for a Rydon fic, it was Brendon telling livejournel about how he was trying to get Ryan and at the end it's Ryan and Spencer's birthday party and Ryan ends up on the livejournel telling everyone what happened after Brendon was finished, I can't remember what it was called.
If anyone could tell me that would be great

Thank you
27 December 2014 @ 06:34 pm
Hi! I was wondering if anyone had a copy of the following lady_stargazer fics:

grass under your feet
i am lazarus, come from the dead
there’s only you in my suitcase heart
if you can see this sign, the next turn-off is home
colder days than what we’re used to
music from a farther room

The journal has long since been deleted and the mediafire file with them that was linked to in an earlier request thread has also been taken down. I've seen her fic recced a lot and would really like to read these.

I would greatly appreciate it if someone could send a copy of any of these to me. My email is Thanks!
18 November 2014 @ 10:27 pm
Hi there, I don't really know if I'm allowed to do this here and if not, then I'm so sorry but I'm working on this fic and I'd really like to have the help of a good beta and I didn't know where else to ask so, well, if anyone is willing to help, or knows someone who can, then please let me know? I promise it won't be difficult, haha. I'd mostly need help with ideas and stuff because sometimes my writing feels rushed and so if my beta is a writer as well then it'd really help. Thank you in advance! 
15 November 2014 @ 01:10 am
hi i'm looking for a panic! gsf where ryan and spencer live in a stickyhouse-type thing and jon and brendon watch them regularly. somehow, jon and brendon end up living in the house and then lots of sex happens. i think it might've been delted, but i read it on lj. thanks :)
12 November 2014 @ 10:26 pm
Hi there! I'm looking for two stories that are either private or deleted so if anyone has them saved I would appreciate it!

The first one is And We Slept in Sundays by imntsaying

The second one is Once More, With Feeling by almostblue

If you have either saved please let me know! Thanks for the help!
25 October 2014 @ 09:32 pm
Hey guys

I'm looking for the fix called The chronicals of Brendon urie and Ryan Ross, the triwizard tournament. I know the person who wrote it's account has been deleted but I was wondering if anyone have it saved

14 October 2014 @ 03:59 pm

Strange request, but here goes: I'm searching for a fic I wrote. [I purged myself from Eljay, but decided to come back, unfortunately I lost some of my fic due to hard-drive crashes etc.]

I'd like a copy of:

A Change In the Program/clandestinux

It was written quite some time ago - pre-2008 BandomBigbang.

Story is AU, based in an office that does construction- keywords would be "staples","bolts", "Westend".
Jon/Brendon - Jon gets left at the alter, Brendon appears in his life.
Background pairings of Pete/Patrick and hints of possible Spencer/Ryan, other band members splashed throughout.

If you can help, please drop me a line.

Thank you.

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19 September 2014 @ 12:03 pm
So my second post this month, i'm so needy...
If any of you could help me find links or have any of the following fics saved I'd really appreciate if someone could send them to me :)

1. My Dirty Romance by kianacarly

2. He Replies In Code by glitzkriegbop

3. Make It Or Break It by ryrolovesbden

4. Angels With Spider Web Wings by ryrolovesbden

5. Waiting For The Train Wreck by ryrolovesbden

6. The Dark Inside The Night by ryrolovesbden

And I think that's about it! haha sorry if it's a handful. But if anyone even has a masterpost of ryrolovesbden's fics i'd love that as well, her fics are so well written, thanks again :)
10 September 2014 @ 03:16 am
hey there! i'm on the path to making a ryden reclist and i would like some help. i'm looking for anyones favorite ryden fics, any length, any ratings, kinks, etc. i'm especially in need of fics listed in my tags including some high school and teenage year, mermaid, vampire, and older time period fics. but like i said, any and all would be great and are welcomed!!
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02 September 2014 @ 07:25 pm
Hi everyone :)
I'm looking for a fic where Ryan is a spy and Brendon is a prince and he goes to this fancy posh school. I believe that Ryan and Brendon end up rooming together and Ryan tries to find some secret files because brendons dad might start a war ( I might be confusing some of this) eventually there is a war and I think one of them gets shot towards the end but they live.
I'm sorry if its a little jumbled but it's all I can remember. I know it's not The Black Rosé Season if that helps, thank you!
19 August 2014 @ 11:07 pm
hey, i'm looking for a ryden(or it mightve been ryan/spencer aswell) teacher/student standalone i read a while ago. i think i got it from here but now i cant find it. the plot the teacher driving home the student(not sure who was who) but instead driving the student home, he drove the student to his own house and they had some mildly bondage themed sex, i think it was dub-con/non-con even perhaps.

thank you!
15 August 2014 @ 07:36 pm
So, there's this one fic that I unfortunately can't remember the name of, or the author, but I LOVED it and wanted to reread it. The reason I think it's deleted is that I was combing through my history on A03, and I couldn't find it, but in my history it had one space that said "deleted fic" so I'm assuming it's that one. I'll give a brief summary:

It's kind of a historical au, and there's basically a different society because of a series of laws. Brendon's parents send him away and I'm pretty sure marry him to Ryan, and he goes to live in the city or something like that. I remember Spencer give him some kind of salve to use after Brendon and Ryan have sex, and Brendon asks for more when it runs out, and Spencer gets really angry bc it shouldn't still be hurting. I'm also pretty sure that Brendon used to sneak around and play piano at a club that Pete ran, and he after he's married to Ryan he eventually goes there to visit and I think he plays again there. There are parts that I keep getting mixed up with Pas de Trois by eledhwenlin, but I know it's not that fic, because there are specific parts that are in the fic I remember that are not in Pas de Trois.

If anyone even knows the title or author, or if you have a PDF, or if you know the author and they still have LJ account that you can point me to, I would soooo appreciate it.

Thank you!
08 August 2014 @ 02:39 pm
Does anyone have the sequel to "the future in your pictures" by imntsaying saved? Her journal is currently f-locked. Thanks!
04 August 2014 @ 08:24 pm
ok I really need to find this fic it's really horrible how much I want it. I read it a while ago and I have no idea where I found it.

Basically it was Pretty. Odd. era Brendon and Ryan, and Ryan was all nervous about singing his part in "Mad As Rabbits" at the concert that night so Brendon fucked him in the shower while Ryan was singing his part of the song. I seriously can't remember anything else except that it was ridiculously hot.
Hi, this is my first time posting in this community!
I have a request -- I am looking for Victorian, Steampunk, Edwardian, 1900s brendon/spencer. I'm not too picky about the rating, preferably fluff but anything more than that is perfectly fine with me! These don't have to be historically correct, I'm really just interested in finding stories set in mid to late-1700s to early 1900s. I also like slow-burning stories, preferably with high word counts.
I know this is really specific, but I'm just a sucker for this type of stuff and anything sort of fitting is really helpful and very much appreciated.
tl;dr --
pairing: brendon/spencer
setting: victorian, 1750ish-1910ish, steampunk
tropes/genres: fluff, slow burn, pining, failboats
word count: any, 20,000+

Thanks so much!
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10 July 2014 @ 07:39 pm
I really want some abusive (it can be physically or emotionally/mentally) relationships between Ryan and Brendon. I've already read Love Is Spelt Like Your Fist by repulsive-x (which was amazing, by the way), and I don't really mind how it ends, i.e. whether they're together in the end or not. I just want some kind of abuse between Ryan and Brendon as boyfriends or maybe in a different circumstance (I don't know what other circumstances there are, but I hope you guys know what I mean haha). So, find me some Ryden abuse fics, please? Thank you!
Ahh yes I am back and I was wondering if anyone knows and/or has the link to this fic. It's a standalone and what I remember is that Ryan can't go to sleep because Brendon's away and I think Brendon calls Ryan to check up on him if he's asleep and he isn't. I THINK Brendon starts singing to Ryan or something while Ryan lies in bed and in the end, Brendon tells Ryan to hang up and sleep.

As you can tell it's very cute and I remembered the fic as I was here in bed. Thanks!
does anyone have Back To The Middle Of The Place That Started It All saved or know where i could read it? I was rec'ed it and i heard it was really good and wanted to read it. If you have it saved can you email it to me at ? It would be much appreciated and mean a lot. 
03 July 2014 @ 09:08 pm
heey, i'm always looking for good ryan/z oneshots, but can't find much. i was wondering if you could recommend some great ones, doesn't matter if it's fluff or smut, just not chaptered or sad ones please. i remember i've read some good ones, but can't seem to remember the content or name of them. ((i do remember reading the one where ryan was wearing a snuggie and i have the link for it saved, no need to recommend that one!)

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30 June 2014 @ 06:22 pm
There are two cabin!fics that I've been looking for that I read a few years ago. I can't remember much about them but the main aspect of the first was that Ryan, Jon, Spencer and Brendon all wrote things on slips of paper in a jar and they all took turns taking a slip out of the jar for different sexual things to do to each other. The second one was that Brendon had realized that roses turned Ryan on before Ryan himself had realized, and would bring bouquets of roses into the cabin whenever he was wanting Ryan. Both of these were written at least three or so years ago and I haven't read them in more than two or so years so I'm a little sketchy on details. Any help is appreciated, thanks!
27 June 2014 @ 06:24 pm
I was hoping that maybe someone had And Whether Pigs Have Wings saved by dimmingdivine? They deleted their account and I was really looking forward to reading it. Thanks!
19 June 2014 @ 09:56 am
hey there, i'm looking for two Ryden fics, both AU and both NC-17 i believe

• one was a standalone, they were both painting and it ended up in them making out and doing it. (it was not the teddy bear AU fic which was surprisingly very good)

• the second one was chaptered/parted and all i remember was that, i think they both went to high school and brendon would work at a diner every morning since he had no parents or something? and ryan's parents wanted to move/did move at the end possibly??

sorry for being so vague, it's bugging me so much that i didn't bookmark these! thanks in advance :)