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24 January 2010 @ 08:04 pm
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25 April 2015 @ 07:47 am
I just finished reading a sort-of fic by Sunsetmog in which Brendon had a small dick and Spencer was obessesed with it. Does anyone know of any more fics with small dicks or where one partner is really fixated on the others' size? Thanks!

Does anyone have Bruised Knees and Battered Shins by imntsaying saved? I just finished reading It Depends on Whose Doorway . . . and went to read this sequel but it appears to have recently been deleted. If anyone has it and could send a copy to I would be very grateful. Thanks.
27 March 2015 @ 07:27 pm
does anyone have fics by reni_days and/or homemadespeech saved because i've been looking everywhere for them and i can't find them

(i mean some of them are on ao3, but i'm looking for the rest)

my email is
26 March 2015 @ 06:55 pm
Hey sorry to bother people but i was wondering if anybody had the fic The Rebellion, and the Beginning of Something Brilliant by magnetaowl saved? i think they deleted it or something.
thanks in advanced :)
06 March 2015 @ 11:01 am
Hi guys!

I'm looking for a brendon/spencer high school au where spencer puts ads out on craigslist to hook up with guys. Brendon lives in a shitty apartment. Brendon eventually finds out about it and tells Spencer not to do it anymore because he doesn't want him to get hurt and then brencer ensues.

There is also a part where spencer and brendon sell socks to one of spencer's past hookups for extra money.

I've read this a few times and have no idea why I'm having such difficulty finding it again.

11 February 2015 @ 01:57 pm
Hello :) This is my first time posting so...yeah. I would like either one of these fics, i prefer Ryan/Brendon but Ryan/Spencer would be cool too :)

1) Baby!Panic, I loe when they are babies but there doesn't seem to be too many

2)Where they are animals

3) Where one of them is popular and/or one of them is unpopular

4) College!AU

5) Disability fics

6) Any Teacher/Student fics or agegap fics
Thanks in advance
10 February 2015 @ 08:40 pm

I was wondering if anyone had any fic by stealstheashes saved. There are a number of fics that look interesting but are now locked/deleted, and I haven't been able to get a response from her through email or lj message.

I am especially interested in the following fics if anyone has them:

Apogee and Perigee
Flying into the Sun
Everything Seems like Good News
To His Door

I would be very grateful if someone could send me any of these or really any of her Ryan/Spencer or gsf fics. My email is Thank you very much.
07 February 2015 @ 08:20 pm
i'm not sure how often anyone checks this comm anymore so idk if anyone will even see this but i am literally so desperate that i created a livejournal JUST so i could make this post here, so here goes:

i don't remember the author or the name, but i'm pretty sure i read it on lj? they're both undercover agents (or spies or something, i don't remember), spencer is, like, a gruff, seasoned james bond esque agent, and brendon is a hacker/tech genius. brendon talks a lot about his personal life, like he tells spencer about his dogs and stuff, and it makes spencer uncomfortable b/c i think he likes brendon but he doesn't want to admit it. they go undercover as high school teachers, and i think spencer feels really weird and awkward about it but brendon kind of loves it. while there brendon starts a gsa club, and one time spencer sits in at a gsa meeting or something and brendon is encouraging this girl to just go for it and ask her crush out, i think he says something like "sure, your crush might be straight, but even being rejected is better than just silently pining forever because you can't work up the courage to just go for it" and then i think he like looks at spencer all meaningfully.

anyway, this sort of freaks spencer out i think b/c he realizes he Likes brendon, and they have sex and then spencer's all like "shit" and distances himself from brendon b/c i think he's afraid of getting close b/c something bad happened to his old partner (ryan). spencer calls his mom and vents to her about it and asks for her advice and she calms him down and makes him promise to bring brendon home with him next time he visits. then brendon gets shot and in the ambulence or hospital he's unconscious and spencer's freaking out and he's like "you can't fucking die, i promised my mom i'd bring you next time i visit, i told her about your DOGS" and brendon wakes up, of course, and i think he's, like, grinning because he heard everything spencer said, and spencer's all blushy and denying everything, and then they make up, and i can't remember if anything happens after that.

it's been literally forever since i've read this so obviously it's missing some details, and i might be misremembering some of it, but for the most part i think this is pretty accurate
01 February 2015 @ 12:32 pm
Hi! I've been trying to gain access to read Golden Apples by queensheep but I've yet to get permission and I even left a comment but she never replied :/ I'm guessing she doesn't get on LJ anymore as I'm unsure why I wouldn't be able to read it. I was wondering if someone else has a copy they can send me through email or something? I've never read it and would like to.
06 January 2015 @ 07:47 pm
okay so i need help finding this fic that I can vaguely remember. Basically, its a hotel night and Brendon has a lingerie kink so while Ryan is in the shower he masturbates but I remember it talks about him having to muffle his moans with his mattress a lot...If you could help me find it I think I'd cry Ive been looking for it again for months.
Current Mood: bitchybitchy
Current Music: guns for hands
03 January 2015 @ 08:30 pm
hey guys

I am looking for a Rydon fic, it was Brendon telling livejournel about how he was trying to get Ryan and at the end it's Ryan and Spencer's birthday party and Ryan ends up on the livejournel telling everyone what happened after Brendon was finished, I can't remember what it was called.
If anyone could tell me that would be great

Thank you
27 December 2014 @ 06:34 pm
Hi! I was wondering if anyone had a copy of the following lady_stargazer fics:

grass under your feet
i am lazarus, come from the dead
there’s only you in my suitcase heart
if you can see this sign, the next turn-off is home
colder days than what we’re used to
music from a farther room

The journal has long since been deleted and the mediafire file with them that was linked to in an earlier request thread has also been taken down. I've seen her fic recced a lot and would really like to read these.

I would greatly appreciate it if someone could send a copy of any of these to me. My email is Thanks!
18 November 2014 @ 10:27 pm
Hi there, I don't really know if I'm allowed to do this here and if not, then I'm so sorry but I'm working on this fic and I'd really like to have the help of a good beta and I didn't know where else to ask so, well, if anyone is willing to help, or knows someone who can, then please let me know? I promise it won't be difficult, haha. I'd mostly need help with ideas and stuff because sometimes my writing feels rushed and so if my beta is a writer as well then it'd really help. Thank you in advance! 
15 November 2014 @ 01:10 am
hi i'm looking for a panic! gsf where ryan and spencer live in a stickyhouse-type thing and jon and brendon watch them regularly. somehow, jon and brendon end up living in the house and then lots of sex happens. i think it might've been delted, but i read it on lj. thanks :)
12 November 2014 @ 10:26 pm
Hi there! I'm looking for two stories that are either private or deleted so if anyone has them saved I would appreciate it!

The first one is And We Slept in Sundays by imntsaying

The second one is Once More, With Feeling by almostblue

If you have either saved please let me know! Thanks for the help!
25 October 2014 @ 09:32 pm
Hey guys

I'm looking for the fix called The chronicals of Brendon urie and Ryan Ross, the triwizard tournament. I know the person who wrote it's account has been deleted but I was wondering if anyone have it saved

14 October 2014 @ 03:59 pm

Strange request, but here goes: I'm searching for a fic I wrote. [I purged myself from Eljay, but decided to come back, unfortunately I lost some of my fic due to hard-drive crashes etc.]

I'd like a copy of:

A Change In the Program/clandestinux

It was written quite some time ago - pre-2008 BandomBigbang.

Story is AU, based in an office that does construction- keywords would be "staples","bolts", "Westend".
Jon/Brendon - Jon gets left at the alter, Brendon appears in his life.
Background pairings of Pete/Patrick and hints of possible Spencer/Ryan, other band members splashed throughout.

If you can help, please drop me a line.

Thank you.

Current Mood: hopefulhopeful
19 September 2014 @ 12:03 pm
So my second post this month, i'm so needy...
If any of you could help me find links or have any of the following fics saved I'd really appreciate if someone could send them to me :)

1. My Dirty Romance by kianacarly

2. He Replies In Code by glitzkriegbop

3. Make It Or Break It by ryrolovesbden

4. Angels With Spider Web Wings by ryrolovesbden

5. Waiting For The Train Wreck by ryrolovesbden

6. The Dark Inside The Night by ryrolovesbden

And I think that's about it! haha sorry if it's a handful. But if anyone even has a masterpost of ryrolovesbden's fics i'd love that as well, her fics are so well written, thanks again :)
10 September 2014 @ 03:16 am
hey there! i'm on the path to making a ryden reclist and i would like some help. i'm looking for anyones favorite ryden fics, any length, any ratings, kinks, etc. i'm especially in need of fics listed in my tags including some high school and teenage year, mermaid, vampire, and older time period fics. but like i said, any and all would be great and are welcomed!!
Current Mood: thirstythirsty
Current Music: centuries - fob
02 September 2014 @ 07:25 pm
Hi everyone :)
I'm looking for a fic where Ryan is a spy and Brendon is a prince and he goes to this fancy posh school. I believe that Ryan and Brendon end up rooming together and Ryan tries to find some secret files because brendons dad might start a war ( I might be confusing some of this) eventually there is a war and I think one of them gets shot towards the end but they live.
I'm sorry if its a little jumbled but it's all I can remember. I know it's not The Black Rosé Season if that helps, thank you!
19 August 2014 @ 11:07 pm
hey, i'm looking for a ryden(or it mightve been ryan/spencer aswell) teacher/student standalone i read a while ago. i think i got it from here but now i cant find it. the plot the teacher driving home the student(not sure who was who) but instead driving the student home, he drove the student to his own house and they had some mildly bondage themed sex, i think it was dub-con/non-con even perhaps.

thank you!
15 August 2014 @ 07:36 pm
So, there's this one fic that I unfortunately can't remember the name of, or the author, but I LOVED it and wanted to reread it. The reason I think it's deleted is that I was combing through my history on A03, and I couldn't find it, but in my history it had one space that said "deleted fic" so I'm assuming it's that one. I'll give a brief summary:

It's kind of a historical au, and there's basically a different society because of a series of laws. Brendon's parents send him away and I'm pretty sure marry him to Ryan, and he goes to live in the city or something like that. I remember Spencer give him some kind of salve to use after Brendon and Ryan have sex, and Brendon asks for more when it runs out, and Spencer gets really angry bc it shouldn't still be hurting. I'm also pretty sure that Brendon used to sneak around and play piano at a club that Pete ran, and he after he's married to Ryan he eventually goes there to visit and I think he plays again there. There are parts that I keep getting mixed up with Pas de Trois by eledhwenlin, but I know it's not that fic, because there are specific parts that are in the fic I remember that are not in Pas de Trois.

If anyone even knows the title or author, or if you have a PDF, or if you know the author and they still have LJ account that you can point me to, I would soooo appreciate it.

Thank you!
08 August 2014 @ 02:39 pm
Does anyone have the sequel to "the future in your pictures" by imntsaying saved? Her journal is currently f-locked. Thanks!