looking for ryden kid!fic!

i read this fic a few years ago and absolutely adored it and i'd love to be able to read it again! it was a kid!fic and ryden was the main couple, and if i'm not mistaken i think joncer was a side. plot was ryan and brendon have sex at a party and ryan becomes pregnant. brendon is a total asshole but ends up staying with ryan through everything. and i remember the epilogue was brendon graduating and ryan had a white "man purse" as brendon fondly put it. i think the author was underthetable, but their account has been purged. if anyone has the fic saved or can link me to it, that would be perfect!