I'm looking for a certain fic, this is basically all I remember about it
Ryan was crazy, he had his own house but he lived with Spencer. He could taste colors (I think?) and smell feelings? (it might've been the other way around), he meditated naked on Spencer's bed and rarely ate anything.
Spencer, I think, worked for Pete and Patrick in a music shop and tried to help Ryan out best he could. And when Ryan's boss took him into the shop one day (because Ryan was yelling about tangerines in the store) she said she would have to fire him if he didn't get better, so Spencer tried taking Ryan to the doctor, or the church, but he fainted in front of the door (he did it a couple times at different places until he hurt his head), so Spencer kinda gave up. But then he found out about Brendon's supposed "miracle church" and hesitantly took him there, and Ryan kept wanting to go back
Brendon was a priest that could heal people, he helped Greta, Sisky, and a bunch of other people. Like when he met Greta, she was blind but Brendon came up to her and he said something like "you can see" and she got her sight back. And everything was Grey for sisky because he was colorblind, but Brendon made him see colors. He also healed his upstairs neighbor, a little boy that would scream at pigeons in French, and someone was with him when he did it, I'm pretty sure sure it was Butcher.
Jon was like Ryan but Brendon couldn't help him, but no one really seemed to mind. Jon never wore shoes I think, and Ryan would hang around him and kind of fell in love with him?and Jon played music and everything.
One part, Spencer found Sisky stealing from Ryan's house and punched him when he found him, and butcher punched Spence and Greta threatened him. Pairing wise it was pretty much Brendon/Spencer Jon/Ryan
The church caught fire from fireworks and stuff, and it was all magical looking apparently. And it ended with Brendon healing Ryan and Ryan telling Spencer he was going to go with them (it was a traveling church), and when Spencer got too drunk to go home he slept on the grass and Brendon moved him on his side so he wouldn't choke and die from his own vomit. And in the morning Ryan brought a suitcase stuffed with Spencer's stuff and told him he was going too and Spencer just went with it, and told Brendon he wasnt grey?
wow, you don't even know how long it took me to type that.. Sorry about the really long post! But I've been searching for this for a couple weeks and its one of my favorite fics
I will love you forever if you link me to this. Thanks in advance