Hi guys. I'm looking for a specific fic I can't remember what it was called, bu the mixtape for it is called "I Lost Myself" if that helps. It takes place directly after the bottling incident. Ryan wakes up afterwards to discover that he was actually the one hit in the head with the bottle and the following however many years were all something he imagined. There's a part in which he tries to call Z's number but it doesn't work. It's been a few years since I've read it so I can't really remember much else, but I think it was a rydon. Thanks.