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17 October 2016 @ 01:18 am
Hey guys, i'm looking for a ryden specific fic where they're on tour i think, best friends, brendon's gay and starts to sleeping around because he "found himself" ryan gets jealous, they kiss, end up together. it's one shot. please help me
21 May 2016 @ 11:38 am
This is my third time requesting this!! I just keep losing it!! Again I've checked my previous requests and the links no longer work. Does anyone have the fic?
12 April 2016 @ 07:10 am
hey!! i don't really read fanfics anymore, but this one has been driving me nuts since i lost the bookmarks for it.

it was an incomplete ryden fic, where ryan was extremely bullied/raped in school and brendon kinda got close to him. he had this neighbor who was obscure and would watch b from afar, and he gave him money (either in incriments or $200, i forgot) to make ryan fall in love with him then break his heart. in front of everyone. the neighbor had a whole bunch of ryan pictures and it was hella weird. the fic only got up to maybe 9 parts, it was on someone's lj too, i oddly remember that the person had a lot of black and red on their profile lol.

thank you in advance to anyone who may find it!!
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02 January 2016 @ 07:47 pm
Hi, I don't know how many people are still on here because there haven't been many posts, but I'm looking for a fic in which current day Ryan wakes up one day and is back in 2006, and it turns out he was hit with the bottle at reading not Brendon and I think he'd been unconscious for like a week?

I read the start of this fic a while ago and can't find it again, it was Ryden and Brendon end up kissing Ryan shortly after he wakes up but I'm not sure what happened after.

If anyone can find this fic or know were it is please link me it I've been looking for ages.
also this is my first time posting here or to lj in general so I'm sorry if I did anything wrong.

Thanks xx
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19 October 2015 @ 05:09 pm

I was wondering if you lovely people could recommend me any Brendon/Spencer fics where they are excessively cute together, like hands in the back of the other's pockets, stary-eyed in love soulmates destined to be together forever kind of fluff. I want them to be that couple, you know the couple everybody hates, but also who everybody wants to be because they're just so perfect for each other. I will take any length from very short to novel long, as long as it's finished, no WIPs, and both outsider POVs or stories from Brendon or Spencer's POV, either first or third, are welcome. Other pairings in the story are okay, as long as Brendon and Spencer end up together in the end. I'll pretty much take anything.

I'm not sure how active this community anymore, but I figured it's worth a shot, right? Because I  will go down with the Brendon/Spencer ship.

04 October 2015 @ 08:36 pm
Hey so I was reading this fic the other day where Ryan made bad decisions on who he dated so Spencer took over and like made everyone Ryan had sex with go through like std screenings and Spencer got to pick who Ryan had sex with. He had sex with Pete, Gerard and Lynz, Brendon, Jon, Jon and Brendon at the same time, and others. I can't for the life of me find it or remember what it was called. Also Brendon and Jon end up together at the end. Ryan also would have a new code word every week and only people that had the code word could have sex with him.

Seriously if you know what fic I'm talking about I'll love you forever
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21 September 2015 @ 03:20 pm
The vegan diner fic. With Frank and Jamia. Please tell me someone has it saved. I tried to wayback it with no success. I'm pretty much begging, because that fic makes me feel better about my indecision about what I even want to do with my life. Main pairing Frank/Jamia, cameos from everyone else in bandom ever. Plus a bitchin recipe for vegan brownies. Anybody got it?

15 September 2015 @ 05:44 pm
Does anyone have Take These Broken Wings and Learn to Fly Again by forbiddenverses saved by any chance? The journal is deleted and a few years ago there was a link to a mediafire download of it but now it doesn't exist. Thank you in advance!!
15 September 2015 @ 04:25 pm
This is a longshot but maybe someone can help me out. I'm looking for a fic from years ago (I think around 2009). I can't for the life of me remember the title or many details but here's a shot in the dark:

  • It was a Ryan/Brendon and Jon/Spencer pairings but might also have had a touch of GSF (maybe also other bands, not sure); everyone was in their twenties I think

  • It was heavily focused around drugs and alcohol (I distincly remember cocaine, but there was likely others) and I think at one point they had drug dealers or the mafia after them and Ryan was a user.

  • It was some sort of AU that I think took place in Las Vegas and I think Brendon and Ryan lived in a house together but not certain

  • Some characters were murdered or OD'ed

  • This was by no means a happy fic, it was very dramatic and suspenseful with all sorts of dark and angsty and bad things happening

  • It was a really long fic with like 40 parts to it or something

  • It was by a really good author and it was well written

Sorry these details are all so vague, this was one of the first fics I ever read on slashatthedisco and I thought it would be nice to revisit it! It could even be deleted by now, who knows. Thanks to anyone who can help!
06 September 2015 @ 12:17 am
Hello, I'm looking for a specific fic that I thought I saved last time, but can't find it anywhere.
It was about Ryan, who got kicked out of his fairy kingdom and had to either accept banishment or marry Brendon, a fae person with good reputation. He ends up marrying Brendon who he doesn't get along with at all, and spencer is the one who arranges it all.
Brendon and Ryan eventually fall in love and I remember this makes Ryan's skin glow.
The title was something very interesting.
Spencer and Jon also end up together.
30 July 2015 @ 02:29 pm
Hello :) This is my second time posting on this and I have a few more requests. My main pairing is Ryan/Brendon but Ryan/Jon or Ryan/Spencer would be pretty neat too.

1) More kid!Fics
2) Disability fics, blind, mute, deaf or mental illnesses would be cool too
3) Badboy!Ryan
4) Broken!Ryan (Preferably kid!fic but it doesn't matter)
5)Abusive fics.
6) Prison! or Mental institution would be cool
7) Are there any Gabe Saporta/ Ryan Ross fics out there? if so I'd like some of those too
8) Boarding school or foster care fics
9) And lastly, some dom!Ryan and sub!Brendon would be pretty top too.

Thanks in advance <3
19 July 2015 @ 02:03 pm
So I have searched High and low for this with no avail.

Basically, its Brendon/Spencer. First part takes place like early patd days, like Brent days, and Spencer gets into a fight with Brendon? Something happens idk. He goes to sleep and wakes up in the future. Where He and Brendon are married, and have a small child. He stays with them for a while before he goes back. Its cute af, and I'm desperate to read it.

I think the girls name is Carmie? Or starts with a C I believe.

If anyone has a link that would be much appreciated!
14 July 2015 @ 12:38 pm
Hello-!!! So, okay. First time posting but I've been crawling here for a very very long time. I'm looking for a specific fic that was deleted I think (maybe the user has it somewhere but sadly it's inactive).

I read about this fic somewhere and it was about Ryan being a ballet dancer, Brendon at some point took him out and they got pizza and ryan started to talk about keeping his figure I think??????

I've never read it but I would really really want to so if anybody knows, please, help!!!

I know it's vague but if you don't know anything about it, any fic where Ryan or Brendon is suffering from an eating disorder can help!!! (I'm pretty sure I've read every fic out there that you can possibly read but I really hope I can find something else!) if it's Ryden, well, better!!!

Thank you so much in advance, rare Fics where Ryan is developing or suffering from an ED will make me the happiest person on earth. THANKS!!!!
25 April 2015 @ 07:47 am
I just finished reading a sort-of fic by Sunsetmog in which Brendon had a small dick and Spencer was obessesed with it. Does anyone know of any more fics with small dicks or where one partner is really fixated on the others' size? Thanks!

Does anyone have Bruised Knees and Battered Shins by imntsaying saved? I just finished reading It Depends on Whose Doorway . . . and went to read this sequel but it appears to have recently been deleted. If anyone has it and could send a copy to idolfancies@hotmail.com I would be very grateful. Thanks.
27 March 2015 @ 07:27 pm
does anyone have fics by reni_days and/or homemadespeech saved because i've been looking everywhere for them and i can't find them

(i mean some of them are on ao3, but i'm looking for the rest)

my email is prettyblueice@gmail.com
26 March 2015 @ 06:55 pm
Hey sorry to bother people but i was wondering if anybody had the fic The Rebellion, and the Beginning of Something Brilliant by magnetaowl saved? i think they deleted it or something.
thanks in advanced :)
06 March 2015 @ 11:01 am
Hi guys!

I'm looking for a brendon/spencer high school au where spencer puts ads out on craigslist to hook up with guys. Brendon lives in a shitty apartment. Brendon eventually finds out about it and tells Spencer not to do it anymore because he doesn't want him to get hurt and then brencer ensues.

There is also a part where spencer and brendon sell socks to one of spencer's past hookups for extra money.

I've read this a few times and have no idea why I'm having such difficulty finding it again.

11 February 2015 @ 01:57 pm
Hello :) This is my first time posting so...yeah. I would like either one of these fics, i prefer Ryan/Brendon but Ryan/Spencer would be cool too :)

1) Baby!Panic, I loe when they are babies but there doesn't seem to be too many

2)Where they are animals

3) Where one of them is popular and/or one of them is unpopular

4) College!AU

5) Disability fics

6) Any Teacher/Student fics or agegap fics
Thanks in advance
10 February 2015 @ 08:40 pm

I was wondering if anyone had any fic by stealstheashes saved. There are a number of fics that look interesting but are now locked/deleted, and I haven't been able to get a response from her through email or lj message.

I am especially interested in the following fics if anyone has them:

Apogee and Perigee
Flying into the Sun
Everything Seems like Good News
To His Door

I would be very grateful if someone could send me any of these or really any of her Ryan/Spencer or gsf fics. My email is idolfancies@hotmail.com. Thank you very much.
07 February 2015 @ 08:20 pm
i'm not sure how often anyone checks this comm anymore so idk if anyone will even see this but i am literally so desperate that i created a livejournal JUST so i could make this post here, so here goes:

i don't remember the author or the name, but i'm pretty sure i read it on lj? they're both undercover agents (or spies or something, i don't remember), spencer is, like, a gruff, seasoned james bond esque agent, and brendon is a hacker/tech genius. brendon talks a lot about his personal life, like he tells spencer about his dogs and stuff, and it makes spencer uncomfortable b/c i think he likes brendon but he doesn't want to admit it. they go undercover as high school teachers, and i think spencer feels really weird and awkward about it but brendon kind of loves it. while there brendon starts a gsa club, and one time spencer sits in at a gsa meeting or something and brendon is encouraging this girl to just go for it and ask her crush out, i think he says something like "sure, your crush might be straight, but even being rejected is better than just silently pining forever because you can't work up the courage to just go for it" and then i think he like looks at spencer all meaningfully.

anyway, this sort of freaks spencer out i think b/c he realizes he Likes brendon, and they have sex and then spencer's all like "shit" and distances himself from brendon b/c i think he's afraid of getting close b/c something bad happened to his old partner (ryan). spencer calls his mom and vents to her about it and asks for her advice and she calms him down and makes him promise to bring brendon home with him next time he visits. then brendon gets shot and in the ambulence or hospital he's unconscious and spencer's freaking out and he's like "you can't fucking die, i promised my mom i'd bring you next time i visit, i told her about your DOGS" and brendon wakes up, of course, and i think he's, like, grinning because he heard everything spencer said, and spencer's all blushy and denying everything, and then they make up, and i can't remember if anything happens after that.

it's been literally forever since i've read this so obviously it's missing some details, and i might be misremembering some of it, but for the most part i think this is pretty accurate
01 February 2015 @ 12:32 pm
Hi! I've been trying to gain access to read Golden Apples by queensheep but I've yet to get permission and I even left a comment but she never replied :/ I'm guessing she doesn't get on LJ anymore as I'm unsure why I wouldn't be able to read it. I was wondering if someone else has a copy they can send me through email or something? I've never read it and would like to.
06 January 2015 @ 07:47 pm
okay so i need help finding this fic that I can vaguely remember. Basically, its a hotel night and Brendon has a lingerie kink so while Ryan is in the shower he masturbates but I remember it talks about him having to muffle his moans with his mattress a lot...If you could help me find it I think I'd cry Ive been looking for it again for months.
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03 January 2015 @ 08:30 pm
hey guys

I am looking for a Rydon fic, it was Brendon telling livejournel about how he was trying to get Ryan and at the end it's Ryan and Spencer's birthday party and Ryan ends up on the livejournel telling everyone what happened after Brendon was finished, I can't remember what it was called.
If anyone could tell me that would be great

Thank you
27 December 2014 @ 06:34 pm
Hi! I was wondering if anyone had a copy of the following lady_stargazer fics:

grass under your feet
i am lazarus, come from the dead
there’s only you in my suitcase heart
if you can see this sign, the next turn-off is home
colder days than what we’re used to
music from a farther room

The journal has long since been deleted and the mediafire file with them that was linked to in an earlier request thread has also been taken down. I've seen her fic recced a lot and would really like to read these.

I would greatly appreciate it if someone could send a copy of any of these to me. My email is idolfancies@hotmail.com. Thanks!